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Hello blogger babez!!!!! I am currently alone in my bedroom because my little brother is off in Washington D.C. :-( Every year his school takes a trip to D.C. and when I was his age I wasn't able to go so I am extremely jealous/bitter. Although (bitterness approaching), it is unfair that he got to go and I didn't...I was not going to let my selfishness ruin his 8th grade year. Many people have said the trip is a moment you will never forget because you learn about all the monumental things in D.C. then actually get to visit them, like how frickin' cool is that?!?!?!?!?! Learning about a specific thing and then getting to see it in person is the best/coolest feeling ever. I remember taking a trip to Chapman University and they have a piece of the Berlin Wall and I just felt chills all over when I saw it with my own eyes because that wall has so many historical memories, it's insane.
This weekend I realized I am not a talker/good person to get comfortable with. If I meet a new person, I am awkward as heck and I can't help it. I can be outgoing, but if they keep trying to talk to me, I try to push them away because I can feel my awkwardness rising into my brain. Once you get to know me, I can talk for hours, but if you're new to me...try to get to know me step-by-step...veeeeerrrrrryyyyyy sloooooowllllllyyyyyyy.
// my outfit: jacket - thrifted // shirt - Florida shop // shorts - thrifted // shoes - H&M// fanny pack - SNCKPCK // my sister's outfit: jacket - thrifted // shirt - Forever21 // pants - thrifted // shoes - thrifted//
Here is my sister and I lookin' frickin' cuuuuute!!!!!!! It is sometimes fun having her around, but not so fun when we get into a fight. I hate having to make up because I always feel a bit of anger left and I just don't want to forgive so easily. I can hold a grudge for a very long time if I really believe I should keep it. I also realized that I can confront people so easily, but I choose not to because it is either not-so serious or because I know it isn't worth it. BUT, if I know it is time to release my anger towards something, I will do it. I kind of think that I have a "woah, she's complicated" feeling when someone meets me because I feel like I am complicated!!! I think too much, ramble when I don't need to, get angry at little things that shouldn't be bothering me, THINK TOO MUCH. Maybe that's why people don't approach me...? Well, who cares, I have got enough people around me to keep me sane.
I recently ordered a fanny pack about a week ago and it finally came!!!!!! It is branded with a musician/author/artist/motivational speaker guy named SnckPck (real name: Daniel Alexander). He is a very cool dude who spreads positive vibezz everyday and really just makes you feel the warmth of living everyday. You guys should definitely check him ouuuut!!!! (twitter and website here) Yes, I am currently working on bringing back the fanny pack, but I don't know why it left!!!! It is so handy and looks super cute (if you have the right outfit). I also went back to the cute little Japanese store, Daiso, and bought moooore socksssss, a little fish purse, and a dust plugger.
I am currently thinking about myself. How great I feel about myself and how far I have come from my not-so wonderful days. I have learned a lot and am so proud that I got through those tough times where I thought I was some weird, dumb kid. I used not be able to think about myself on the way to L.A. or something because I would just name all the bad things about myself and how annoying my problems were. It would bring me down a lot and I just would want to start crying, but now..I don't even think of any of that. Today on my way to dropping my sister off at her apartment, I started thinking how I really am, emotionally, and all I can think of was great and nothing bad, whatsoever. Getting through your mental problems is such an accomplishment, I feel, and I think more people should be proud of how far they have come along.
I hope you all have a fantastic night =^^=

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Happy spring everyone!!!!!!! Sigh, the feeling of no school is frickin' awesome. I love life. I had a nice, little picnic today and it was soooo fun!!!!! It was not too hot or too cold so it was perfect! I had some awesome friends (plus a friend's brother) and it was gr8888!!!!! I thought it would be a kind of celebratory picnic for finally reaching spring break.
We had pizzzzzaaaa and chips and played singing games. I won on both games we played ;)
I was recently listening to the Plain White T's and oooooooooh my goodness. I forgot how much I love their songs. It is kind of crazy how you learn songs, don't listen to them for a couple of years, and when you hear the beat, you are able to just break out all the lyrics when you haven't even sung them in years!!!!!! Like how is that possible!?!?! I can't even remember words I learned a week ago. Reminiscing feels so good, just nostalgia is such a great feeling, I really love it.
Little cute ducks that were at the park. They kept on looking at us with an evil eye, trying to get food, but once you feed them once, they will attack you. Don't fall for their evil looks.
MY FRIEND BROUGHT FRUIT KABOBS AND I WAS IN LOVE. I didn't know I would love fruit kabobs this much.
It is really great having friends who always come to your events. They are pretty awesome people and I don't think I can ever get annoyed by them, in a serious way. We are those people who cannot stop laughing and making jokes. Every second is full of laughs, so yes we are annoying, but we are cool, annoying teenzzzzz.
YOOOO. This bird was huge and was quite scary. He/she was like the queen/king of the pond.
It was a really fun day and I enjoyed it very much. I am so excited, like I said, it is spring break and I am ready to sleep. I already have plans and have planned things for myself personally and it is going to be great. Having some personal time is always nice, but not 24/7. Make sure you at least have some company every once in a while. Well, hope you all had a great weekend!!! =^^=

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I am so amazed I am currently typing this blogpost on my frickin PHONE///AMAZING. I always find it complicated typing blogposts because I only type them on my laptop & I don't turn on my laptop everyday so now I can type more blogposts!!!!!! Wow, amazing, I am ENLIGHTENED. Yes, now I can blog more even when I'm AT SCHOOL!!!!! Wow I am so happy right now. Well, anywayzzzz, IT'S ALMOST SPRING BREAK!!!! I am so happy, I have decided this week will be my "I'll sleep when I'm dead" week since it's only 1 more week till Spring Break I can sleep as long as I want then!!!!! So yeah, it is currently 11:40 PM & I drank coffee so I will not be able to sleep soon, haaaaaaah.
Well, this weekend, I hung out with my best friendZ 5EVERRRR & it was super fun. We can literally just sit wherever & talk for hours & not get bored, which is basically what we did. I just find their company very fun & am glad I have friends who I will never get bored with!!!!!!!
Wow, what babez!!!!! OK, well I have had things on my notes to talk about so here we go:
FIRST, swear words. Why do words like "fuck" "damn" "bitch" seem so cruel & unappealing? They're just words!! Some people can use them to hurt others, but why is it so unacceptable to say it when you stub your toe on a table or to joke around with your friend calling them a "dumb bitch" or something? I know it can be against someone's religion to use such a vulgar words, but why with everyone else? Words are words. It just depends on the person using it and in what context they use to express that word! People can choose whether or not to say them, clearly it's their opinion on it, but overall, as a society, why does it seem so bad? Why does society choose to make those words belong to "ghetto" people or people who don't have manners? 
SECONDLY, boobs/vaginas/penisssss/etc. on the internet & in context. This goes along with the whole swear words thing. Why are they so unacceptable to be seen on the internet when they are just body parts? Or even saying them out loud make people cringe and feel weird? YOU HAVE ONE DON'T YOU?!?! Shouldn't we be able to accept our body parts & be able to talk about them without having someone think we are strange for saying those words out loud? It sometimes seems like people are embarrassed of their own body parts because of the way they talk about them? Why is that? Or sometimes if one does talk about their own body parts they are accused of being gay or lesbian? I would like to have a normal conversation about boobs without having someone accusing me of being a lesbian or give me a look screaming "why are you talking about this in public?"
Our James Franco impressions. Wow so chic, so Francotastic.
THIRDLY, college. People give up so easily when it comes to college. They finally realize that it is an important factor in life and realize that they have done complete crap during high school so they give up and think they will never be able to make it in life, but that should not be the case! There are so many opportunities out there that can patch up your past, you just have to look. People are just so fixated on their past that they forget they can actually work past it. Maybe if people stopped focusing on their failures, more people would be successful in life.

OKAY, I wrote this like a week ago, but had absolutely had no time to finish/fix/publish it because it was a week before spring break and teachers like to make that week super busy, but I AM NOW ON SPRING BREAK <3 <3 <3 I feel so great and just so frickin' happy. I am having a spring break picnic tomorrow so starting off spring break GREAAAAT!!!!! Well, I will type to you soon! =^^=

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Hellooooo babez, yes I am not dead, although I felt dead all this week. I had a little hiatus, yes, but only because I've been watching movies/shows, doing school work (like always), and just trying to soak in my free time because the closer the last day of school is approaching, the more work I am getting. It is like teachers love to torture their students the last couple of months before school ends (and maybe because AP tests are slowly gliding towards us...) School just takes up so much time that when I have leisure time, I like to catch up on my shows that I missed over the week. I also have been watching Gossip Girl, which I think I have talked about and well, I FINISHED. It was quite an emotional time for me because I did not realize I was on the last episode until 3 minutes before it ended. So, it hit me pretty hard. I watched the very last episode ever I think about 5 times and it made me cry each time. Finishing a series and knowing it is not coming back is like losing a pet you've had for years (YES IT IS THAT EMOTIONAL). If you have not watched Gossip Girl, you should, all seasons are on Netflix. It is very "everybody is watching it right now", but it is so good!!!!!!
Alright, enough of me talking about what I have been doing, let me show you what new, fantastic thing I have bought.
PLATFORM FREAKING SNEAKERS!!!!!! I have been wanting a pair for such a long time and I finally found some for $7!!!!! But $15 in total because of shipping, CURSE U SHIPPING COSTS.
Here is an outfit I did NOT wear last night. I went to dinner with my parents and I had been in my PJs all day so I had to get dressed. I literally tried on 4 different outfits and that's a lot for me!!!!! I usually just stare at my closet and think of an outfit in my head, try it out, maybe change a shirt or something little, but not the whole outfit, and then I'm done!!! But nooooo, not last night. I took pictures before realizing I didn't want to wear this outfit anymore, but this is still a cute outfit, I just wasn't feeeeeeling the outfit, y'know?
// jacket - thrifted // shirt that you can't even see, but it's a plain black t-shirt with a pocket - H&M // skirt - Brandy (throws up) Melville // tights - target // socks - H&M // shoes - H&M //
YAY 4 NEW COLLECTION!!!!! I am in love with scrunchies. Whenever I take them out of my hair, it doesn't hurt!!!!!! I don't know why I never tried them out years ago, I am a complete failure. BUT I have been enlightened and now my life is better. I got these from a thrift store (THEY WERE NEW, CALM DOWN. My local thrift store sometimes sells cheap, random things.) and Wal(nasty)mart!
Okay, now, I realized last night that I love enlightening people with cheap things. I see so many of my friends who are contemplating buying some $100 jacket, when recently I found that same looking jacket at a thrift store for $10. Thrift stores are so convenient to have around, you can find so many cool things for such a low price. ALSO, if you are trying to find like scrunchies or something small that is super cute, but expensive at American Apparel or Urban Outfitters, check your local market!!!! Or drugstore!!!! You can mostly likely find it there and if not jUST KEEP LOOKING!!! Save money, live better, BE HAPPY. Always try to find alternatives!!!! Maybe I should make a blogpost about things I found for a cheaper price and that I found for a much more expensive price as well, y'know??
YESTERDAY WAS INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, my mother and I decided to take a selfy. BTW if you spell selfy selfie, you are doing it wrong. Ezra Koenig from Vampire Weekend started a new trend on the spelling of selfy and if you do not follow his trends, you are nowhere near cool. Arze is one the coolest dudez you will ever follow on twitter.
WELL, anyways, women's day yes, where every women just shouts "yes" to the world and walks around owning the world..oh wait that HAPPENS EVERYDAY!!!! YES, WOMEN'S DAY EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!! Well, I should prooooobably get to sleep, I've got school tomorrow, sigh. Toodle-loooo chicka-dooooos =^^=
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